27 May 2010

fc2 and bbq.


i really enjoyed all the moments with my beloved super fc2..

we had our farewell party by eating BBQ.

i love BBQ.
i love the foods.
i love the laughters.
i love the extremely-nice moments that we carved for the one whole day.

but sorry.
i love FC2 more...and more...and more.......♥♥♥

though yesterday might be our last gathering,
belive me that is not going to end our friendship.

i went a lot. i mean a lot with u guys.
u guys are always with me through thick or thin.
and the news of separating us next sem is
the worst news i've ever received throughout these 2 sems.

i don't want to be separated with you guys.
seriously i don't want.

but who are we to judge the decision made?

thanks for being my fc2.

promise me this FC2. ♥♥


awak tahu tak?
saya gembira hari nih.
terima kasih awak semua.
♥ ♥ ♥ kawan selamanya ♥ ♥ ♥

21 May 2010


. love sick .

i love him.
and that is why i miss him so much.

p/s: i.love.you.

16 May 2010


Jika hari ini seorang Perdana Menteri berkuasa

Jika hari ini seorang Raja menaiki takhta

Jika hari ini seorang Presiden sebuah negara

Jika hari ini seorang ulama yang mulia

Jika hari ini seorang peguam menang bicara

Jika hari ini seorang penulis terkemuka

Jika hari ini siapa saja menjadi dewasa;

Sejarahnya dimulakan oleh seorang guru biasa

Dengan lembut sabarnya mengajar tulis-baca.


specially dedicated to all the teachers that have taught me in:
= pasti an-nur
= sksp
= sasp
= smkti
= kmm
= ipgkti

thank you, TEACHERS! :)

things are getting worse.

why huh?


salam and hi to all...

yesterday...some of the tesl 2 members created a chaotic scene in plaza angsana kfc.
it was a very happy moment as we could gather in one place and giggling just like the place is ours.haha
in contrary, i felt unhappy as not all were able to gather with us yesterday.huu
no worries. we always have the next time.
god willing.=)
our K.O, mr hafiz sent message to us mentioning that we all have to be there at 130pm sharp.
hahaha...but then, the girls ended up to start their journey from maktab at 200. wakaka...
poor boys...hikhik

our beloved hara2, sheila....really became the teasing sort yesterday. poor hara2...
saranghae! :)


-our half big happy family-

credits to cik azie for these two photos..=)

14 May 2010


salam and hi to all..

well....after the whole week of


humorous moments,




finally the moment that we, the foundation course tesl students were nervously waiting for,
arrived last night.



we have finally staged our play.

our fellow friends from tesl 1 chose to present the beauty of shakespeare's play in the world of corporate.

but both performances carried the same theme.

i AM really PROUD with my fellow CLASSMATES for their great,
so very great effort that was put in order to ensure that this play is a success.
starting from the five anchors;
+ the director ==== alfoadi hyun su
+ the vice director ==== dell dalilah
+ the scriptwriters ==== mawar wardah (L)
==== qurratu aini
==== nurfarah wahidah (me....lalala~)
==== anisah taib
==== ariel libau
+ the prop master ==== fatin syazwani
+ the costume manager ==== bella belle
+ the sound engineer ===== syahmi osman

the super talented actors and actresses;
those who were helping to handle the props and backdrops,


without you guys,
this drama performance would be nothing.
seriously said.

though at the first scene we were a bit tensed, confused and lost,
we managed to put the performance back to its place.

a lot of unplanned scenes were presented last night.
and this morning,
everybody were giggling as they recalled what had happened throughout the performance.

frankly writing,
i am so very HAPPY and TOUCHED as we were able to stage a drama.
a shakespeare's.

right after the last scene and bowed to the audience,
we screamed to the very high pitch,
showing the relief that we have finished this play.

thanks, thanks, thanks a lot to miss nenny, our beloved lecturer of english studies and mdm norashikin for their great help to us in the process of staging this drama.

we really appreciated it miss, madam...=)

now that the drama has finished.
what's waiting ahead?
reflection.don't forget guys...=)

===my heart can't stop smiling. ♥ ♥ ♥

11 May 2010

saya bengang dengan anda.


10 May 2010

♥f ♥r ♥i ♥e ♥n ♥d ♥s ♥

A Friend...

(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffer support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it
(U)nderstands you
(V)alues you
(W)alks beside you
(X)-plains thing you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and
(Z)aps you back to reality

Color of Friendship, The
by: Author Unknown, Source Unknown

Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel.
All claimed that they were the best.
The most important.
The most useful.
The favorite.

Green said:
"Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority."

Blue interrupted:
"You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing."

Yellow chuckled:
"You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun."

Orange started next to blow her trumpet:
"I am the color of health and strength. I may be scarce, but I am precious for I serve the needs of human life. I carry the most important vitamins. Think of carrots, pumpkins, oranges, mangoes, and papayas. I don't hang around all the time, but when I fill the sky at sunrise or sunset, my beauty is so striking that no one gives another thought to any of you."

Red could stand it no longer he shouted out:
"I am the ruler of all of you. I am blood - life's blood! I am the color of danger and of bravery. I am willing to fight for a cause. I bring fire into the blood. Without me, the earth would be as empty as the moon. I am the color of passion and of love, the red rose, the poinsettia and the poppy."

Purple rose up to his full height:
He was very tall and spoke with great pomp: "I am the color of royalty and power. Kings, chiefs, and bishops have always chosen me for I am the sign of authority and wisdom. People do not question me! They listen and obey."

Finally Indigo spoke, much more quietly than all the others, but with just as much determination: "Think of me. I am the color of silence. You hardly notice me, but without me you all become superficial. I represent thought and reflection, twilight and deep water. You need me for balance and contrast, for prayer and inner peace."

And so the colors went on boasting, each convinced of his or her own superiority. Their quarreling became louder and louder. Suddenly there was a startling flash of bright lightening thunder rolled and boomed. Rain started to pour down relentlessly. The colors crouched down in fear, drawing close to one another for comfort.

In the midst of the clamor, rain began to speak:
"You foolish colors, fighting amongst yourselves, each trying to dominate the rest. Don't you know that you were each made for a special purpose, unique and different? Join hands with one another and come to me."

Doing as they were told, the colors united and joined hands.

The rain continued:
"From now on, when it rains, each of you will stretch across the sky in a great bow of color as a reminder that you can all live in peace. The Rainbow is a sign of hope for tomorrow." And so, whenever a good rain washes the world, and a Rainbow appears in the sky, let us remember to appreciate one another.

the making of....a box of friendship~

Build a Box of Friendship
by: Chuck Pool

Into a box of friendship
To insure that it is strong
First a layer of respect
On the bottom does belong
Then to the sides attach
In the corners where they meet
Several anchors full of trust
Devoid of all deceit
The height of friendship can be measured
By the sides of four
So make them all a larger cut
And the box will hold much more
Now fill it up with courtesy
Honor and esteem
Understanding, sympathy
And passion for a dream
Add to that your honesty
Emotions joy and love
And since they're so important
Place them up above
But leave the box wide open
So all can see inside
To learn what makes a friendship work
From the box you built with pride

am i your friend or your acquaintance?

Friend And Acquaintance
by: Author Unknown, Source Unknown

There is a difference between being an acquaintance and being a friend. An acquaintance is someone whose name you know, who you see every now and then, who you probably have something in common with and who you feel comfortable around.
It's a person that you can invite to your home and share things with. But they are people who you don't share your life with, whose actions sometimes you don't understand because you don't know enough about them.
On the other hand, a friend is someone you love. Not that you are "in love" with them, but you care about them and you think about them when they are not there. The people you are reminded of when you see something they might like, and you know this because you know them so well. They are the people whose pictures you have and whose faces are in your head regardless.
Friends are the people you feel safe around because you know they care about you. They call just to see how you are doing, because a friend doesn't need an excuse. They tell you the truth, the first time, and you do the same. You know that if you have a problem, they are there to listen.
Friends are the people who won't laugh at you or hurt you, and if they do hurt you they try hard to make it up to you. They are the people you love, regardless of whether you realize it.
Friends are the people you cried with when you got rejected from colleges and during the last song at the prom and at graduation. They are the people that when you hug them, you don't think about how long to hug and who's going to be the first one to let go.
Maybe they are the people that hold the rings at your wedding, or maybe they are the people who give you away at your wedding, or maybe they are the people you marry. Maybe they are the people who cry at your wedding because they are happy or because they are proud.
They are the people who stop you from making mistakes and help you when you do. They are are the people whose hand you can hold, or you can hug or give them a kiss and not have it be awkward because they understand the things you do and they love you for them.
They stick with you and stand by you. They hold your hand. They watch you live and you watch them live and you learn from them. Your life is not the same without them.


24 Things To Always Remember
by: Author Unknown, Source Unknown

Your presence is a present to the world.
You are unique and one of a kind.
Your life can be what you want it to be.
Take the days just one at a time.

Count your blessings, not your troubles.
You will make it through whatever comes along.
Within you are so many answers.
Understand, have courage, be strong.

Do not put limits on yourself.
So many dreams are waiting to be realized.
Decisions are too important to leave to chance.
Reach for your peak, your goal and you prize.

Nothing wastes more energy than worrying.
The longer one carries a problem the heavier it gets.
Do not take things too seriously.
Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets.

Remember that a little love goes a long way.
Remember that a lot … goes forever.
Remember that friendship is a wise investment.
Life’s treasure are people together.

Realize that it is never too late.
Do ordinary things in an extraordinary way.
Have hearth and hope and happiness.
Take the time to wish upon a start.


09 May 2010



a sudden bad news interrupted my mind just now.
do we really have to hold everything???
after everything that we have done??

the only element that is valuable right now.

listen here fc2.
don't get urself distracted with those kind of weirdos.
seriously,,,i hate all this.
we are going to give them whatever that we have.
all out.

means that we are not only going to go through happy moments only.
stressful day, sadness, confusion...all.
we are going to encounter all.
and this is one of them.

things will get better soon.
if by any chance people don't believe us,
we still have each other who hold the ultimate trustworthiness .
who still believe us.
who still support us.
who still love us.
who still treat us as we are.

double dutch.


thanks for that double dutch...
really enjoyed eating it..

kekura's birthday...=)


we celebrated our dearie kekura's birthday...
we planned to make her suffer to the max that day..
and with everyone's help..
we did it...
qurratu aini was really pissed off yesterday,

lots,lots and lots of credits were given to sidi omar alfoadi, our director for macbeth...for playing his role to "destroy" qurratu aini's feeling upon our macbeth's practice.wakaka
lots of credits too to those who have helped in ensuring this evil agenda, a success.haha

hahahhahahaa....i just couldn't stop myself from laughing as hafiz and syahmi really gave aini weight gain as her birthday present...wakakaa
that was quite............................................hahahhahaha
they asked me to share that weight gain with aini....
oh no no no......i hate milk...okie?
let aini drink it by herself...she needs it more that i am....hahah

that night,,,
aini was bullied once again...hahaha
birthday girl should be suffering the whole day..hahah
wani and liya made ain wet.
the funny part was ain too joined wani to trick herself..hahah

guruh sudah berbunyi.

01 May 2010

blame nobody

my fault.
tak puas hati sendiri.

full stop.
hak milik kekal dan terpelihara nurfarah wahidah.